Yay! I've always wanted to do this and Paige's dedication finally pushed me to do it!
These past few weeks have been really crazy. I feel like my life is consumed by Home Depot and school, which in a way is good, because thats kind of why I'm in Provo. But I feel like there is more. I FINALLY got cast in a show though, which I am so excited for! I'm in the ensemble of Beauty and The Beast at the Scera Shell in Orem. Its going to be so much fun to be back in rehearsals and performing in front of an audience. I have Short Attention Span Theater coming up next week, too. That is going to awesome-ly funny and stupid!
I got to see ALL of the Florida girls this past weekend and it was amazing to have us all under one roof. Especially with a certain announcement from one of them! Yay! I love just sitting around and talking, usually nonsense, with those girls! They truly are so amazing. I wish I had been able to watch General Conference with them, but just being with them was awesome.
I got really overwhelmed the other day when I was at my parents house, and I felt bad because I didn't want to talk about it, but my parents were really worried about me. I felt like I was walking around in a daze; just an emtpy shell. I finally broke down and cried to my mom for about an hour about how I feel and how stressed I am. It was so good to be able to talk to her because she knows me so well. I feel like when I'm in Orem and Provo, I have to put on this front of "I'm fine! Nothing ever goes wrong in my life!" and its good to go up there where they know I'm not always ok, especially now. Granted, my life could be so much worse, but there are so many little things right now that seem to pile up and make it seem impossible to get through. BUT I know I'll be able to. Its a matter of time!
